So much to do so little time-
I can't remember the last time I was here
my blackberry is messing up my typing skills
cloudy head from depressants last night
lesbians trying to convince me of something
crushes asking me out on a loxe triangle
drunks and bars
driving cars
self destruction
I wish
I was a non smoker
been vegetarian for 10 days now
with the exception of 2 bites last tuesday
may have been wednesday
Can't pretend to loxe you-
you are so awesome
Don't wanna go down that slide
head cocker
she can't understand me when you are feeling like that
speeding like that
calming my mind down
after bleeding with breating
LEXUS expect for you to drop money
do I have it?
Ain't it funny.
Moms gone nutz pushing elevator buttons that
really are not there
I wish it was tho' for her sweet sake
GOT a show on MONDAY
at LENNY's AGAIN
The jelly btwn the bread *lOracle*557*
Will we have a band name ever?
Doing it for fun.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

We have some strange storms in Atlanta. I have found that Lorascope is more of a project umbrella with an unintentional pun. Sitting in the living room drinking a PBR waiting on someone to text me back for an evening outing. I don't think they will and this couch is old and nasty and probably germy as hell . . . but here I sit still . . . there's no point in worrying about that . . . I am glad that I have a seat. Freinds with new phones as I text - don't know who the hell I am any more cause the SIM card was out dated? Strange technical world . . . I thought you hated me but really, you lost your SIM card." Oh what a relief . . . ever need someone to talk to . . . or hang with . . . but they never call you back or have time to talk . . . the ones that have time are incommunicato . . . when you know you should be in there finishing the design of your website . . . or building the chorus of "Queen of Wands."

Shift

Bacterias
says the spanish kid
dat why no me tocas . . . .
olympics in the non traditional sense
taking extreme precautions
extreme social anxiety
I have the own definition of life standards
but see I keep changing them
then changing them back to keep
myself out of trouble
with myself
and don't be triangulating on the loxe tip.
Mixing it all up like a salad.

?

Unforgivable donations to self respect
confused potential mates
rape everyone but the willing
alcoholic jobless songwriters
chasing nirvana
who all want loxe from her
one form or another
moving keys
non profits
bullshit self-help
cults profiting
needing to read
oh its you again . . .
I thought I told you
to
let it die
false attraction
I want you to get some action

Stir

Oooohhhh La La

Familiar faces
can't speak cause of dirty laundry
busy bees
tragic loxe
hateful
body language
swimming pool music club
Here to hear the band
your favorite makeout
hang out spot
go and getty
I could leave when I'm ready
plain tired of it all
50 crunches
belly time
round lunches
the perfect Sunday
fading taste of the alcohol
in the mind
gone
left behind electricity
on the ball simplicity
work.

Forget the lines

Negotiating pay with vendors
do the production
go home in the winter
finally all gather round
to witness this sound
great
too early to tell
if they like it beer spiked it
telling its swell
first they said take off the shirt
so many times working full time
on keeping it on
part of the mission
is to wake up
your decision
have
consciousness
have living
breathing
constituents
a pronoun for the hills of
artemis
growing, born and part of this
comma
play with ducks
quack
feed them animals
ripping it sometimes
cannibal
saw Hannibal
feasting on brains
its understandable
can it get to the mind
slander build
rakes and fakes
cold superstars
undying passion
hashing
through a cookie jar
put the hand in deep
grabbing a guitar
start playing Creep
emotional bizzar

come get your hand bags
or a new purse
street slang
is the thang
popping hearse
still stuffing beers
and cigaretts from the nurse

scooping up Orion
up into the mountians
protection from lack of um
good sweet be doubting
discover life's about
counting
children not pouting

Sharaaade
a dancer
prolific entrancer
influencing the young
mama bee stung
that son of a gun
rubbed off and died
family cried
say to myself
that was a lie
convince her
recneps
good try

Sorry I left too soon
mind bereft at noon
body was there
old groom
goodbye to mistakes
lit birthday cakes
death to the break
over the house
push it
swing again
never falling in
art in the kitchen
falling out was a sin

He's a piece of work
taken like it hurt
pain in the dirt
writes a name in the shirt
closer friend
let's tell . . . not
Ready for the big
flesh pot?
OOoo weeee
highlight the day
give it to em once
make it run away
race, games,
project Heart
dames shame
way that it are

kicked out on separate accounts
loxe- reckless abandonment
astonishment
obvious
haunt this shit
scared to say no
boom IT goes
an 8 month row
convenient stow
no lapse in the flow

big bartender is a play
once on top turned it away
curious
asleep you see
back and fourth
back to me
goes on long
honestly
but no let on's
stronger's free

Gotta move gotta move gotta move
time could tell the groove
pat on the back silky smooth
pull back the girl got a gun and a fuse

Rap Ding Thing GOD

Only one follower . . . .

God diversified god divided

good god gotta write about it

getting close to yourself

close to your health

me you and god lost in someone else

the hand that god dealt the way that it felt

when he left the water made your little heart melt

god is the water and I am it's daughter

another martyr to slaughter

truth for faith it's a barter